13548.) i don’t really know anymore.
sometimes i really like him.
sometimes i really dislike him.
i wish he’d pay more attention to me and i wish he was mine, but i know he’ll never be.
this isn’t really a secret either, b/c idk how to keep those, unfortunately…
i keep lying to myself about how i feel.
so here it is…
i just want you. every single part of you.
like fuck it, i really want to be yours and you be mine. please just let it be.
i’ve tried to be friends and it’s not enough.
so please, just let it be.Oh.
oh.
wow.
thank god im over this shit.
